diyana's

2010-04-02T03:03:00.000-07:00

i miss youu "bestfriend".

2010-03-18T19:50:00.000-07:00

i really hope that they all will understand me...someday

2010-03-17T03:12:00.000-07:00

this march holiday has been very boring for me. but at the same time,its fun because i dont have to wake up in the morning and go to school,only for the dnt consultation just now. went to chalet last sat,my aunt and uncle celebrated their daughter's birthday and my belated birthday so i shared the same cake with their 8 yr old girl. i like the design of the cake,princess princess. haha. ive yet to complete the holiday homework,will do it soon. k thats it for today. and argh,ive got tuition tonight. boring.... bye

2010-02-12T00:21:00.000-08:00

so i kinda sorta maybe like you alot more than i had originally planned. :)

2010-01-01T20:27:00.000-08:00

i hope 2010 will be a better year.

2009-12-25T04:00:00.000-08:00

"i look at myself in the mirror but something is different. the person looking in the mirror...it's not,it's not me".

2009-12-16T19:34:00.000-08:00

i suddenly want gummy bears.

2009-12-11T19:36:00.001-08:00

away/

2009-12-07T03:39:00.000-08:00

i feel terribly sick.

went to watched new moon at lot. what a great movie! im waiting for eclipse next. dad gave me some money to spent during the holiday,thank u. borrowed few books,guess i've spent my time reading now. watching mean girls on net now. goodbye

2009-12-01T02:11:00.000-08:00

went to causeway point with mum a few days ago. actually we decided to only have our lunch there and after that went straight to amk. but at that time,we (my little brother and i) just couldnt stand being nag at so we told mum we'll just walk around here till its time to get home. im very frustrated,so is my little brother. i know he's kinda upset 'cause he didnt really get the thing he wanted and mum keep saying "ask dad,ask dad". poor thing,haha. im bored at home. will be going out sooner or later,thats for sure. im going to continue reading so goodbye. btw happy birthday twinney! ^^

2009-11-22T01:36:00.001-08:00

watched 2012 at jp with gfs last friday. bought the cd grease at bp since the cd has sold out at lot and went to suntec with family just now. what a happy day!

2009-11-10T17:18:00.000-08:00

how i wish i never exist...
i wont be blogging this few days until i find something to talk about.
bye

2009-11-04T00:54:00.000-08:00

im really bored at home,gonna spent my time in the library tomorrow i guess.
kay see ya

2009-11-03T16:53:00.000-08:00

woke up at 7 due to a bad running nose. i could not sleep,i hate it when ive got flu. argh! and im very sleepy now maybe i'll spent my time sleeping later in the afternoon. my dad just saw my result and he asked me is this what im suppose to get for my mathematics even after ive went through tuitions? i know,i suck at maths. and the paper was damn hard. and what is done cannot be undone. i will work hard next year for sure. i know you're very disappointed. i am too :(

2009-11-03T16:33:00.000-08:00

some things have to be forgotten and others just remain regrettable. what already happen can never be brought back.

2009-11-02T23:10:00.000-08:00

plan to have dinner to celebrate 3-in-1 birthday but was cancel. mum said next time. sad thing no celebration for them on their birthday,have to bring forward till i dont know when. good thing i bought for them each a present. and now i need money for myself. hmm

2009-10-24T07:05:00.000-07:00

my results was really disappointing
im not sure if i pass my eng oral or not.
worse,i dont even know if i will pass my eng.
i feel so terrible
see 4
see above

2009-10-21T20:13:00.000-07:00

went swimming with two good friends yesterday at cck. have lunch with them too. msged mum to wait for me at grandma hse while i was on my way back. when i reached there,there was no one. so i called mum asking where she was,then she told me she didnt get my msg earlier on and she was at bp. and i have to walk back to bp. see how troublesome it is.. ok,i want watch television now. bye

2009-09-12T03:50:00.000-07:00

wont be updating for a few days.

2009-09-11T02:55:00.000-07:00

met eb yesterday night and we chat at the playground and then mum called me. and so i went back home,watched america's next top model and then went to sleep. and now im hungry! D:

2009-09-07T22:01:00.000-07:00

mum said me and my younger brother will have to follow her to pulau tekong to fetch big brother tomorrow. i dont want to go,first because im lazy and second,because its far but for mum's sake i'll go. im a good daughter/younger sister you knw,hahahaha. and ive got tuition tnight. k lah i wanna watch cinderella story on net. bye!

(ebj love mrb!) :D

2009-09-05T21:30:00.000-07:00

syurga cinta(movie) was great! :D

2009-08-28T03:41:00.000-07:00

school was fun! i played pe,first time i find pe so fun! haha -.- did some work during mt and studied abit during geo then watched movie "the core" but i slept instead. tired seh! after school went straight home. and thats all for friday. :D

2009-08-21T02:34:00.000-07:00

im frustrated with myself. argh! fy.

2009-08-14T23:09:00.000-07:00

wth,i wrote the wrong format for social studies. geography please help me with the marks. and just now mt was very the boring,time seems to drag itself. lucky ive got no tuition today so im 'free'. and should i re-join my old cca or find a new cca? what am i suppose to do? err leceh o.

2009-08-07T03:37:00.000-07:00

national day celebration in school was quite okay,the folding stars part. we watched army daze again. and after school,i went straight home cause ive got tuition but then she said she will not be able to come. happy sia ^^,so i take the time to sleep. just now at 5,went to bp library and have lunch at mac. k thats all for today and and,happy 15th birthday suhadah! :D

2009-08-01T02:55:00.000-07:00

im happy that brother is back. hees. but for a short period of time only. yesterday we had to retake our 2.4 during pe but i didnt manage to pass it. too bad la,was so tired. saturday is really boring. supposingly we're going to ecp today to have a barbeque but then something came up so ya.. homeworks are almost done,just a few more worksheets. alright thats all i guess. and btw,happy 15th birthday amy! bye

2009-07-29T04:53:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yXBncmrknfo
busy with school

2009-07-18T22:56:00.000-07:00

friday = spend the day with my gfs,love you two

2009-06-25T06:35:00.000-07:00

wont be blogging for this few days. kbye!

2009-06-20T20:47:00.000-07:00

friday = fun(!) hehs

2009-06-17T06:25:00.000-07:00

im v.v tired,bye.

2009-06-12T23:57:00.000-07:00

its going to rain sooon! o.o went out to causeway yesterday,didnt thought of buying anything cause ive only got a few $$ left liao. about few dollars and how many cents. haahs. and erm i miss my friends :(

2009-06-10T23:06:00.000-07:00

went to bugis yesterday,bought a few shirts. mum paid for all of it,lyvm! and i somehow eat alot yesterday,haah but still not fat...

2009-06-08T11:20:00.000-07:00

yesterday,what a happy day! :d

asked dad to accompany me to the bookstore,bought myself a malay novel book. later on,mum bought me a pair of jeans which only cost a few dollars. had our lunch and dinner then went back home.

2009-06-06T01:20:00.000-07:00

saturday = boring. again

2009-06-04T05:31:00.000-07:00

went to lot 1,borrowed few library books. had dinner at ljs and bought home gio gio(?) sausages. even though my phone has been repaired,it still went on and off whenever it like. argh! frustrating you see. i guess i better dont tell dad about it or else i will get another scolding from him. -.- kbye!

i may not know it

but these are the moments

im gonna remember most

just gotta keep going

2009-06-02T05:53:00.000-07:00

dont take anything for granted
because one day it will be
everything you wish you had back

am rly tired now. im bored,now that ive finish reading both of the library books ive got nothing to do. and im now left with only 20 dollars.... errr!

2009-06-01T00:44:00.000-07:00

happy birthday brother! love you!...
yesterday was well spend with the family,im so happy. haha

havent seen mr moon,imyvm/.

2009-05-30T23:04:00.000-07:00

saturday = boring

2009-05-29T02:53:00.000-07:00

theres really nothing that can describe my feelings right now. im vv disappointed with myself. all i know is that ive let my parents down especially my dad. :'(

2009-05-28T22:12:00.000-07:00

i didnt went to school today. theres ptc tomorrow and im v.nervous. i wonder what my cc/acc will tell my mum. and i know that my results are not that extremely good. ok brother needs to use this labtop and before i get scolded i better let him use it first. will post again next time. takecare!

2009-05-24T22:00:00.000-07:00

iffah,this is the only picture that i have. the rest i dont know,haha

2009-05-20T02:50:00.000-07:00

i dont know when i could get my phone back,dad didnt told me when. maybe he's angry cause i didnt take good care of my new phone and now its spoilt. not my fault ok,its the phone. theres school tmr and im scared+nervous...how will my results be?

2009-05-18T01:57:00.000-07:00

maths paper 2 was tough. i didnt manage to complete the graph,theres not enough time or maybe it was my fault cause i spent more than 10 mins in each question. went home straight and went to sleep. will have to sent younger brother to his class later and then probably we'll go explore the pasar malam after that. thats all,takecare.

2009-05-16T06:11:00.000-07:00

will be a short post for today,im tired. dad isnt home yet. i hope my phone has already been repaired. i woke up at 7 on a saturday morning,i cannot sleep. so i watch teevee instead. wanted to go to the library just now but im lazy. -.- klah bye people

2009-05-15T06:34:00.000-07:00

had chemistry and maths paper just now. i didnt manage to complete all of the questions for both papers,it was hard. i start to daydreamed when i find myself stuck in this particular question,haha. but still i couldnt answer it -.- one more paper left and thats gonna be maths paper 2,i guess its gonna be harder than the first one. its already 10,im going to bed soon. tired lah. goodnight people! =)

2009-05-11T03:45:00.000-07:00

im tired...zzz

btw,happy belated birthday dear cousin!

2009-05-08T03:23:00.000-07:00

i dont know what to say. i had low marks for physics test even though it was an open book test but still it was badly done. ive forgotten to bring my physics file thats why. im such a forgetful person. haha. free periods during maths and after school we went to bpp to have our lunch,borrowed books and went back home. thats all for friday,bye.

2009-05-05T02:19:00.000-07:00

im feeling a little bit better now but still since tmr there will be no paper i guess its better if i dont come to sch. mt paper was quite tough. spend my last min doing peribahase so i anyhow tikam. -.- and i feel like eating ljs seyh :d. klah will post again next time. takecare.

2009-04-24T06:30:00.000-07:00

current mood: annoyed?
my friend says im skinny. what should i do to gain weight huh? haa

we get back our dnt project but i dont know what i should do with it. im nt good in physics,seriously. for the first few questions on mcq,i already got it wrong. the last period was maths,i didnt paid attention. am so sleepy. at 1230,went back home when im suppose to have lunch with my friend. btw kak zubaidah,thanks for the kinder joy :) ok i'll post again next time. TaKeCaRe

2009-04-23T06:06:00.000-07:00

had chem/maths for the first four periods,it was boring. -.- i copied the graph hmwk,which i shouldnt have done but i dont understand the topic,that much. watched bolt again during cme.

during maths act,i was left alone but it was good,we had 2 free periods of doing nothing but talk. i still am thinking about fetching little brother after school tomorrow but err... i think i rather spend time with my friends since its friday. haha! will post again next time. bye n_n

its not you but me

2009-04-21T03:31:00.000-07:00

i failed my 2.4 (gonna have to retake next week and im not gonna repeat the 6 rounds again,haha)
pass my ss class test,it wasnt that easy ok. you have to memorise the format and all that.
we're suppose to have KM but the teacher wasnt in school.
finished my dnt work...at last.

You should have thought twice before you let it all go.

they come and go

2009-04-17T22:14:00.000-07:00

finally the computer is ok :) for now i dont need to go to school today since im not participating in any event during speech day. school was fine this week except that ive got 4/20 for my maths test. that was really bad. i got this barnabars letter from idk who and at the end of the paper she said iknowyouknowme. (?) seriously idk who you are,hahs. ive got to do some revision during this weekend. err... will see about that lah later.

and EB,ya so much for your eratkan silaturahim. HAHAH

2009-04-11T03:19:00.000-07:00

went to jurong to visit grandma. mum said we'll go to bpp after that and have my toasted twister there but in the end it was raining so pakcik send us home and i couldnt get my toasted twister again this time. plus i havent got the time to returned my library book yet,ah lazy. klah bye.

2009-03-29T19:25:00.000-07:00

went to have dinner at magical wok yesterday. probably wont be going anywhere today cause dad's not working. ive still got physics homework that i need to do and also maths lms which was suppose to be handed in last friday o.o and ss too. ok i wanna watch looney tunes,bye.

2009-03-21T19:56:00.000-07:00

went to grandma's house yesterday afternoon. finally ive got to see my sedare the daughter,alia. she is really cute ah. k mum was having flu yesterday and today ive got that flu from her. irritating nose ahh. theres nothing that i can do there,except for watching teevee or joke around with my cousins. and yeah talking to my pakcik too,haha.ive printed out chem work at lms yesterday,seriously i feel like throwing the printer out of the window seh. i wasted idk how many papers already. and ya i didnt even open my books to revise or smtg during this march holiday and schools gonna start in few days time. i want more break can? :/ probably today wont be going anywhere cause mum's been asking me when im gonna my homework. ttsk,k lah bye.

2009-03-17T21:25:00.000-07:00

[edited]

im tired im tired im tired im tired im tired im tired im tired im tired im tired. painted the living room just now and make myself ovaltine crruunchh to coool myself abit. hmmm yumm,hahaha crapp. zzzz/ will have to go to school tomorrow cause theres IC registration thing,am lazy to go you know. currently chatting with eb and twinney,had fun chatting with them about all kinds of different things. hahaha random

2009-03-16T21:24:00.000-07:00

went to lot one
theres so much things yet so little money
returned the library books
had something to eat there
thought of dropping by at grsc but we changed our mind
and took the bus back home with sleepy eyes

bye. imy/

2009-03-15T21:19:00.000-07:00

went to causeway to buy some things and have our lunch at pastamania. supposingly it was my treat but dad paid for it. walk around and then took the bus back home. currently watching shrek 2 :d

my life would suck without you,hahaha

pretend

2009-03-09T02:35:00.000-07:00

Honestly what will become of me
Don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

had winning attitude/sex edu talks just now since it was the beginning of our beyond classroom week. was kinda boring though. i hope you wont break your promise again this time (you know who im referring to) -_- will be following mum to bangkit later for idk what thing she wants/need to do. [i dont wanna go to sch tmr i dont wanna go to sch tmr i dont wanna go to sch tmr i dont wanna go to sch tmr i dont wanna go to sch tmr i dont wanna go to sch tmr i dont wanna go to sch tmr i dont wanna go to sch tmr i dont wanna go to sch tmr i dont wanna go to sch tmr] the story undead and uneasy sucks! HAA

2009-03-02T04:30:00.000-08:00

pe lesson,we did five stations and now my backbone is hurting because of that sit and reach. i pass my english and mt,although im not satisfied with my mt paper marks. but oh well,i still passed. we didnt do anything during mt just now,we were told to read siswa magazine which i find it really boring. haha. had career guidance during contact time but we didnt do it. free periods(?) again and it was dnt act.

2009-02-28T04:37:00.000-08:00

went for CIP at kallang river yesterday,it was fun actually but v.tiring. surprisingly i woke up at 9 today morning and end up sleeping again and woke up at 2 cause my phone was vibrating. disturb only ah/. dad has to work today and sadly we wont have dinner together tonight,brother will be away too. tomorrow maybe? i'll be rotting at home this weekend unless mum decided to go out/or if she allowed me too. i dont know whats happening around me right now.

2009-02-26T04:37:00.000-08:00

im tired. seriously i dont know what makes me so tired and sleepy nowadays. haha i didnt attend school today cause ive got gastric pain and i didnt go to the doctor. have my self-medication(?) at home. went to have my lunch at ljs with mum and borrow willy wonka book again. i promise i will read it till its finish,i remember borrowing that book and i returned it soon after reading the first 2 pages. pathetic eh? i hope it wont happen again this time round. watched bukan bintang biasa at youtube,its a nice movie. tomorrow will be friday and ive got CIP,walaoo.

2009-02-24T04:41:00.000-08:00

havent seen any clouds in the sky

2009-02-18T04:18:00.000-08:00

school was okay today. had maths for the first two period,how good can that be? 0.0 so we had an open book test during ss and we watched a comedy show(?) ok i dont know what the show is called but it was funnyy. did the first para for compo during malay and we had to continue it ourselves at home. i suck at doing compo,really. it was maths act after that and we did the worksheet given by the teacher. i didnt really do it infact i was asking them so much about the questions,ah i hate maths =O plus the weather was really hot today.

2009-02-15T04:05:00.000-08:00

today was a tiring day,i need a rest. bye

2009-02-14T01:11:00.000-08:00

today is v.day but i dont celebrate it. wanted to go to bpp today and borrow some books plus have my lunch there but then i changed my mind since i suddenly fall asleep just now. my backbone hurts,i think it will crack anytime now. -_____________-"

watched crocodile 2(?) on teevee yesterday while messaging my bestfriend. he's funny,really but he didnt sound exactly the same nowadays. i dont know what has happened to him lately. webcam/chat with clone just now and now i was suppose to teach my little brother. currently listening to right now na na na. ok bye

2009-02-13T23:51:00.000-08:00

school was fine,except that my stomach started to feel cramp when we were running outside the school. watched facing the giants during english lesson and completed my design specification during dnt. luckily ive finished it all if not i will have to stayback and complete it since its due by 4.30 today. was given a new timetable for next week and most of the subject was two periods. walao.
i want to put on weight,but how eh?

2009-02-10T01:40:00.000-08:00

will update sooner or later,takecare.

2009-02-08T02:37:00.001-08:00

i cant lie
i miss you much
watching everyday that goes by

2009-02-06T05:45:00.000-08:00

theres a little error to the template i guess cause i keep on disturbing it. school was horrible. i came to school late not on purpose and i was having stomache so decided not to change for pe but then i was sent to the dc with some few classmates. luckily we were sent back to class and without us knowing ( or maybe some of you would) there was english class test. it was tough though but luckily ms ivy told us to do the paper till question 7 only. i was blur throughout the lesson during dnt and we only have half the period left. k im tired,wanna sleep. bye

2009-02-05T01:51:00.001-08:00

note to self: whatever happens,it happens for a reason.

2009-02-04T01:59:00.000-08:00

school was great today except for some few lessons like chem and maths when i really feel like falling asleep in the class. we finished watching the river movie during geo. and oh how sad,we'll have to start preparing for common test now. we had karangan test just now and seriously i dont know what im writing about. went straight home and did my dnt. and again i dont know what im suppose to do.

2009-02-03T01:22:00.000-08:00

thats what im feeling right now. b_d

2009-02-02T04:47:00.000-08:00

i forced myself to get off bed and walked to the washroom in the morning. had a hard time breathing just now because of this bad flu of mine but now im ok,dont worry. haha who cares. most of the lesson today was qute boring and my eyes were feeling so heavy during contact time and my stomach was making alot of noises since i skipped my recess and also my lunch.

had dnt session after school at the computer lab and soon when its over,i rush to meet nadiah and her friend. have our lunch at bpp cause i really cannot take it,haha. returned the roald dahl book although i read only a few pages of it cause i find the BFG book quite boring. will think of borrowing another story but for now maybe not. sorry kak zubzub,i walk straight just now without even noticing you :) and i love my twin,haha

2009-02-01T23:48:00.000-08:00

today is the first of february. how time flies so fast. and imagine february has only 28 days. went to bukit panjang yesterday night to have our dinner but sadly brother wasnt with us cause he's working. dad decided to make a home-made pizza today and im the first one who tried it since im the only one around :D

finally ive completed my dnt work that has to be handed in tomorrow but as for the rest,im not sure what to do. watched american idol yesterday,and theres this man wearing a bunny suit which reminds me of barney. hahaha but barney is much more cuter than him. cik kak intan payong willy wonka! haha ape saje la nadiah.

2009-01-30T18:19:00.000-08:00

[edited]

Any moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday.

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

All your worries, leave them somewhere else,
Find a dream you can follow,
Reach for something, when there's nothing left,
And the world's feeling hollow

2009-01-30T02:22:00.001-08:00

will be back soon.

2009-01-26T00:25:00.000-08:00

my weekends was average. watched the movie 13 going on 30 and what a girl wants. we're suppose to go for our dinner together yesterday night but since dad is working so ya we'll just have to eat at home. we made up our mind to go for a picnic today at east coast since dad is at home but it was cancelled due to something something. -_-" kbye.

i want my room to be red

2009-01-21T04:11:00.000-08:00

at last i finally got the time to update. school was fine lately,everythings fine. guess so? went for maths act just now although im feeling kinda sleepy/tired,(ya everyone is). and went back home with nabilah and shahirah. i wanna watch the river movie again that i watch during geo lesson just now,like interesting like that. and im halfway finishing my willy wonka book ^^

why must this happen? come back together please.

2009-01-16T04:59:00.000-08:00

school was fine,everythings fine. not. in the morning,i looked up and saw birds flying in circle up in the sky. and my neck kinda hurts after that -_-. i nearly fall asleep again during dnt class,suddenly i feel so restless. after school waited for ella and have our lunch together. while eating,the three big panda's came and they sort of sing/crack jokes. haha funny them,we were laughing like mad person ^^. he said something about she and its somehow bothering my mind. i just want to know the truth,thats all. whats so difficult about telling? i dont even know what was i writing,sorry pls ignore p_q. k,bye :)

cheer up alright radhiah :)

2009-01-12T01:16:00.000-08:00

kak zubzub texted me yesterday night about mr moon,it appeared yesterday but too bad im already asleep -_-. school was (insertword) today. during dnt,my class was very noisy till we had to run at the school field for 2 periods. and then during lunch,decided not to go to the canteen so we walk around the school. after school,did some idk decoration sort of thing in the classroom but i didnt instead i walked around with radhiah and disturb some people. (c'mon people,that kind of thing) -_-" hahaha,crazy us. and during maths i wrote something which i guess i shouldnt have wrote :/

2009-01-04T23:20:00.000-08:00

my head hurts ;(
it feels like a watermelon rolling down the hill :/

2009-01-01T23:25:00.000-08:00

someone? anyone?

2008-12-04T05:27:00.000-08:00

The flashbacks keep coming
Like a train that never stops running
Some things have to be forgotten
And others just remain regrettable
Time cannot be rewinded, so there is no reason to cry
What already happened can never be brought back
It seems as if life runs its own track
Cheeks are eroded by tears,
Confidence keeps fighting to conquer all fears
The clocks keep ticking and the calendar pages keep flipping
Isn't there a pause button anywhere to be found?
Thoughts of pain keep flooding our brains
Happiness is now a part of the past
The good times became a person we have learned to disengage
Unwelcome feelings uncontrollably invade our hearts
Sometimes those memorable events we regret were just chances waiting to be taken
And the other moments we regret, we're just too stubborn to forget
But why can't the happy moments be the ones that stay with us forever?
Why do happy moments become strangers we no longer recognize?
Why can't we keep the stories behind the wrinkles we get from the smiles we let?
These memories keep coming down to nothing but apathy
And it's all because life just runs its own track.

IMTVM(!)

2008-11-18T18:20:00.000-08:00

holiday is boring. i wish i could fly somewhere,far from here and probably if i feel like coming back down again i'll fly with parachutes while hugging my soft-toy aeroplane given by my imaginary friend. hahaha. i dont know what happen to me lately but its weird. whats happening?/ currently listening to i hate this part :)